Thursday, January 24, 2008

Half An Hour

Half an hour till the official end of the working day.

30 minutes before I have to decide for myself how to spend the rest of the evening.

We are currently on Day Two of not talking.

Maybe I should turn the mirror this way - see what reflects back.

What do I want?

I want someone with whom I can build a life time. Someone who will hold my hand, embrace me and touch me and kiss me for no reason other than their spirit needs to reach out so much it manifests itself in the person's fingers, limbs and lips.

Someone I can laugh and fight with, without the fear of the person wanting to walk out. With whom staying is a given, not an option. I guess perhaps that goes for me too - I should stop treating leaving as an option.

I want someone who will take part in the building of my dreams, just as I will his or hers. Not just watch on the sidelines. I don't need a cheerleader, I need a team mate.

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