Evil

I cannot even cry anymore.

I cannot even fathom how you could be so mean and cruel.

I have difficulty even now reconciling who you were and who you are, and accepting that you are one and the same person.

You have lied to me in so many ways, and withheld information, led me on through the years and been downright deceitful.

You are manipulative and evil.

You are not a good person.

These are things I keep telling myself even though there are so many memories of years and years of loving stacked in my head and heart.

You are one of the cruellest human beings I have ever met.

I wish I never knew you, because now even the good is tainted.