Unhappy

Seems like I only write in here when I am unhappy about the one I love.

Yesterday you were beastly. Yelling at the dogs and being an ass in front of my friends. It reminded me of how I used to walk on eggshells with the Creature.

I don't like this side of you.

But what you need to learn is that my dogs are non-negotiable. They are as much a part of me as my body, mind and heart. They were there when even my most loved deserted me. They provided living energy in my home when even mine was too weak to fill it.

They will remain, even if you leave. Because in my course of life, perhaps my greatest and longest love to date left. And the dogs stayed.

I will not let you pressure me into parting from them.

Nor will I tolerate you treating then with ill will.

They may not be human, but to me they are at times and in many cases, far better and more honourable than many humans I know.