Catch up

You want to know why you fail.  It is because you and those cousins of yours talk more than work.

Because you choose to focus on the miniscule, and do not know how to delegate.

Because you do not focus on what is vital or important.

And you can't communicate.

In fact, I don't know anyone in your family who can.

You are all pig-headed, loud, psychotic, meddlesome people who know more about minding everyone's business but your own.  People who know better how to do other people's work than to do yours.

It is annoying.

And you treat the house as if it is something that magically takes care of itself.

Well it does.  The it is me.  I do the laundry.  I clear up the mess and pick up things.  I pick up clothes and put them in the laundry hamper.  I make sure things are fixed, unclogged, re-wired and unplugged.

You, on the other hand, just sleep and eat and shit.

Because, you say, you are too darned busy to do any of that stuff.  Because everyone runs to you.

Well everyone but ME.

I do things on my own.  I don't depend on you.  I never have.

I never wanted to, I guess, because I knew early on that you are undependable.

Because you can't even get a handle on your own life, let alone something bigger.

You just need to grow up and learn how to walk away from things that are failing and beyond repair.

Walk away from things that are stupid and hopeless.

Stop banging your head on the wall.

And for God's sake, get fucking organised, so that you have a routine, and deadlines that you meet.  Not just talk, talk, talk about things and never get them done.

This is why you are always running on the same spot and your life is in a rut.

In fact, if I had not hauled you out of it, you would still be there.

I need to stop doing this.

I need to just focus on my own thing.

And if you happen to catch up, then well and good.

If not, I guess I will move on.