Let You Go

I do miss you tremendously.

There are times like this when I just want to curl up in your arms and sleep.

I miss your tenderness and your care and concern.

I see that you reach out to me from beyond the fog of your life and try to be there for me. I do see it.

But I guess sometimes my impatience overwhelms you.

I need to pull back. Not let my feelings harm you anymore. Not let my own keenness to be with you and be one with you impede your own process of self-healing.

I need to let you go.

I let you go. I let you go. I let you go. I let you go.

I love you and therefore I have let you go. I pray that come back to me whole, or on the road to getting there.