I Love You

Dearest Tigger

This is our first Chinese New Year.

I cannot help but think how far I have come since the last one. It was an interesting time for me, one where I was grappling with the possibility of being alone once more in my life after such a long, long time.

I know that for you, being alone is easy.

But for me, having been with someone for so long, alone is a frightening thing.

It is less so, now. Not just because I have you, but because I know I can do it. And at times I rather did like it. It allows for magic to occur and pointers to appear. Actually, alone, if I think about it, life is clearer, because the universe takes over and points you in the right direction. And perhaps I am also more willing to see the signs.

With you in my life, I am no longer searching, which is perhaps why I don't see the signs as often.

But this is about you.

I wanted to tell you how much I love you.

If I could embrace you with my heart, my love, I would. Having you in my life fills my heart and makes it beat with purpose.

It makes my life complete.

You make my life complete.

I wish there was a word stronger than love to express how I feel, but I do not know it.

You are my life, light and happiness.

I love you.