Deep

Hi Baby

In the spaces of your absence, I guess if I am to look for solace, I should write.

Yesterday and today, I cannot help but hope. Hope that your heart will now have the courage slowly to stay true to you and me. I am so scared, baby, that you will leave me again.

Not that you have come back. We are in a weird state of limbo now, where we are together in our hearts and little else.

I believe you know now what you just walked away from. It hit you yesterday, square between the eyes.

I hope that after yesterday you will stay true. Stay here, in this space that belongs to just you and me and no one else.

I am, however, proud of you. Proud that you have resisted the temptation of this woman thus far. I am amazed, in fact. Amazed you have not fallen. You are stronger than even I thought you could be. And that is what makes me hopeful you will come back to our life.

I almost want to say that I know you will come back. I want you to come back. I want you here with me, by my side, in our life together.

I love you baby, in the deepest way.