I Love You Still

My love

I pray that you will see over this week what this woman has done to you. She has turned you into a monster. She has become the source of your undoing. She is not helping you. She is making your whole world turn off kilter. She is the bad one, not me.

So stop hurting me. Give in to the feelings I know you still have for me. They are what is stopping you from doing the wrong thing.

I know you love me still, although you don't want to admit it even to your self. I know you hurt me because you still love me and cannot forgive yourself for what you have done to me. Because people who love each other don't do that, right?

I know you need time and space to rediscover your joy in life and what we had and what we can still have.

I give you that space. I will set you free. I have freed myself from the tyranny of things that were wrong with our love and I wish you would do the same. Stop doing the things that hurt you and me. Just love. Love yourself, love me and love us for what we can become in the coming years of our lives.

Don't worry whether or not we will be together. The universe will take care of it all.

I still love you despite all your wrongdoings. Someday you will see that and realise, hopefully soon, before too much damage is done, before my heart is closed to you, that you and I are meant to be together, and that you are actually in love with me. That your demons are only yours alone and not created by our union.

I know you are in your cave now to heal, because that is the way you are.

I will give you that time and space to be alone. It is the least I can do for you.

I love you, still.