I love you

Do you know how much fear I still carry in my heart?

I know you love me. I don't doubt it, yet on some days when I am frayed and the old demons rise from their shallow graves, I cannot help but feel terrified at the thought of you leaving me.

It's funny, you're always the one who thinks I will leave you, because they always do.

I won't Tigger. Because I know what you are to me, and how someone like you is hard to come by in a lifetime.

I know you and see you and wish I could make you feel how much I love you.

Please don't let me scare you away. I know I am intense, and sometimes I may seem.... actually many times I don't know what I may seem like to you.

I so love you.

I love you.

I don't know how to show you how much I love you. How I cherish and adore you. How I treasure having you in my life.