Listening To Sarah Maclachlan

I realise her songs today were making me sad and nostalgic. They made me remember days with Creature that now seem so far away.

I wonder still how things turned. I was so in love. I thought she was too.

And sometimes, when I am with Tigger, I fear that she too may someday turn suddenly, away from me, and leave me once again uncomprehending.

Maybe this is my lesson. To learn how love can fade and then one day completely leave you.

I keep remembering how Creature in the last days would come over and she was torn, or so I thought. Torn between loving me, with what remnants of that there was, and being with this new, shiny, exciting woman who made her feel like a hero. I wonder then what I made her feel like.

I must have made her feel bad.